Honda: day fourteen

Today I…

…looked after my mom when we found out a family friend is on his deathbed today.

…did some responsible-type things around the house that are boring to type up.

…hung out and was sociable and polite with a patient/friend of my mom’s, a vaguely cute-ish guy who is currently working for us and who was helping my little brother with his science project. He’s really sweet, if a little…weird. He picked me up and spun me around, which, okay, yes, was fucking awesome for my confidence because he’s a boy who isn’t gigantic and he PICKED ME THE FUCK UP and didn’t, like, wince. Or wheeze. It was awesome. I felt pretty for like… at least an hour. Or two. I flirted a little, but mostly for confidence-building’s sake, not because I’m especially interested. It was mostly to remind myself that I am, in fact, capable of flirting.

…did some homework stuff. Meh. 

…got all anthropology-nerd on some dude’s FB about gay flamboyance as a defense mechanism. It was fun.