Honda: day seventeen

Today I…

…went to my second class even though I REALLY didn’t want to, and talked to my professor about how to get a job in a cafe.

…went to the admissions office to ask about transient studentship, and they were HILARIOUSLY unhelpful. Fuck you, GSU. -___-;

…have started forcing myself to be alone with myself partially naked. I’ve started sleeping in a sports bra and pants or underwear instead of baggy shit, so that I get used to being in my body and comfortable with it, I guess. I’m trying to eat while wearing that, too, so I can’t be, like, denying my shape while contributing to it. I’m making myself be like, “Yep, stomach is there. Yep, I’m hungry. Fucking deal with me being squishy, self and the rest of the world.” Not sure if it’s working yet. 

…had the second Double Hipster Night! And it was exactly five hours more successful than the last one— the last person didn’t leave til 5 am. This consisted of…

…inviting E to join us. He’s fucking awesome, my god. H and C from last week— that we met in the Smircle— joined us as well. They are also damn awesome. 

…playing truth until five am and being really open and ridiculous— I can’t explain the awesomeness of this portion of the evening, I really can’t. We were crack. 

…getting vaguely drunk on white wine.

…making a pile of mini cupcakes and feeding them to everyone and being praised for them— while wearing a sexy outfit, including fishnets and heels, goddamn. 

…being more of a forceful personality than I’ve been in a long time, even in front of a new person— including being vaguely flirty in a not-particularly-serious way, and being totally up front about thinking he’s attractive. It was awesome. 

And I’m still kind of tipsy and typing is hard and I’m pretty sure I’ve forgotten some stuff, but I’m going to bed. Today was meh, tonight was epic. Goodnight, all, after another epic as fuck Double Hipster Wednesday.