Kensington: Day Whatever (2/17 or maybe 2/18)

Today I… 

… Texted my neighbors and asked if it was cool if I came over. This is big for me. Huge, even. I’m just so sure that whenever I ask anyone to hang out, or do anything, that it is an imposition and that they only say yes to be nice. Completely sure. Every time. But I ask and text anyway, because I figure I’m not always right. 

… Went to a flea market. It as awesome! I haven’t been to one since I was little, and it was fun to look through all the assorted junk for interesting things, and try to figure out the history of an old magnet or collection of well-loved books. I bought some jewelry and what was my confidence quest, was that I haggled over the prices and didn’t give in an buy things I didn’t want when I was pressured. I usually get so nervous, worried that even random strangers will think I’m rude that I’ll just give in on something. 

… Started to use the dumbells that have been collecting dust in my closet. I don’t plan at all to start some grand exercise routine, and usually when I try and lay out a healthier eating thing, or exercise things, I just panic and then do the exact opposite of what I planned. So, I did a few exercises that can help with the bat wings, and a few that can help slim thighs and called it a good start.